I once was lost, but now I'm found.

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Mar 9

Moved from a shitty city that grew to feel like ‘home’ after only 5 months of living there.. to a new house in a city that felt like home the last 22 years of my life. It doesnt feel like home anymore and it feels like im in a whole new place.

I cried my first night, but I refuse to cry my second night. I need to be grateful i have the opportunity to move back here and to be welcomed by women I grew up with and struggled with, to be given the job back that I was stealing from almost 3 years ago, to be able to be the daughter my parents raised me to be.

This is new beginnings.

Mar 7
Getting my hair done like this today. First time since 2011 ill be getting my hair done.

Getting my hair done like this today. First time since 2011 ill be getting my hair done.

Mar 3
I need this!

I need this!

Everyone just leaves in the end… and then i’ll just start over again like it never mattered…

I haven’t allowed my mind to think about you long enough to miss you in 3 and a half years.. so why am I sitting here and 4 am crying over our memories…

How come my heart aches for you even when I should hate you for what you did to me?

(Source: callyculture)

Ya know, I’m a really good listener… but sometimes I wish people would return the favor.

Wishful thinking.

beardbrand:

Great look.

Why hello there, gorgeous

beardbrand:

Great look.

Why hello there, gorgeous

(Source: essentialbear)

Jan 7
Jan 7

ttonks:

i think you can tell a lot about a person by which harry potter death caused them the most pain

Jan 1

(Source: hitrecord)

Jan 1

At first I had an even keel But now I’m not sure what is real. It’s taken me this long to learn that every dead is ate by worms and once they’re gone they don’t return

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Brand New

Venting post #1 :

You know, it’s really annoying when one of your good friends continues to put you in a shitty position. Then tries to make YOU the problem.

When is it enough? I know she is sick and suffering but when do I need to seperate myself?

I FUCKING HATE THIS DISEASE.

ghostly-vibes:

☾☽☪ INDIE, GRUNGE, VINTAGE, NATURE & TATTOOS ☪☾

This seems to be true most of the time.

ghostly-vibes:

☽☪ INDIE, GRUNGE, VINTAGE, NATURE & TATTOOS ☪☾

This seems to be true most of the time.

This will be the re-start of my blog. Including my ridiculous thoughts, stupid quotes, complaining, and journey through addiction.

Lets see how long this will last.